We’re going to Vegas #TeamTLF! #BlogMonday

Hey Hey Everyone!

I will be at the Avn Expo at the hard rock hotel in VEGAS!!!

Come see me:

17th: 12-2pm @ MunkeyBarz AND 3-7PM @ LA Direct Models

18th: 11am-2pm @MunkeyBarz AND 3-7PM @ LA Direct Models

19th: All Day

I’m super excited to sign with LA Direct Models and MunkeyBarz for the first time at this convention. It is going to be a great time!

See u there #TeamTLF!!

xoxo

TLF

bit.ly/TLFMBZ             @MunkeyBarz1

LADIRECTMODELS.COM                 @DirectModels

Bring joy to someone and hang out with ME! #BlogMonday #TeamTLF

Hello!!

Its the season of giving!!
Ill be hosting a toy drive at Sardos Bar in Burbank… PornStar Karaoke … Tuesday the 18th with Mofo Wear! It is also Nicki Hunters birthday party.

I’d love for you to come support and hang out! Please bring a toy over $10.

See you there!!

Xoxoxo
TLF

Black Friday MunkeyBarz Special!

You’ve been hearing about it! You’ve seen it around the world at the top adult conventions! You’ve even seen all of your favorite adult stars go bananas over it! Now you can join in on the fun! 

MUNKEYBARZ.COM has officially launched! 

You can now purchase your very own love handles belt! 

Trust me… You dont want this, you NEED this new toy! 

It has been nominated numerous times, is an award winning product, and everyone that gets their hands on it seem to LOVE it! So what are you waiting for? Get yours today! 

While you’re at it get one for all of  your friends! Great Presents… and Christmas is right around the corner! 

The fine people at MunkeyBarz.com is launching on one of the bussiest shopping days of the year. To entice you just a little bit more, TODAY ONLY they are offering Free Shipping! 

But to add the Cherry on Top! I am offering TODAY ONLY… The first 5 people to send me a picture of their receipt will recieve a FREE thank you gift from ME! So hurry up, dont wait til its too late! You dont wanna miss out on this deal! 

Click HERE! bit.ly/TLFMBZ 

Then tweet me or fill out my contact form so I can see your receipt! 

Pop Art Blog; Happy #TittyTuesday #TeamTLF!

You heard it here first! Big News for #TeamTLF!

Howdy FOlks!

I just wanted to kinda… check in! LOL It’s been awhile since I last wrote and a LOT has happened since then…. Heck! I dont even remember what I last wrote about! Well… Let’s see….

I have been busy filming awesome pornos like

Tara Loves Shyla (as myself) by filly films

Harry Twatter (as Luna) is coming out soon!

ATK clips and pics

and other HAIRY vids

As well as

Snow White XXX (Playing Snow Whites Mother)

Birds of Prey XXX (Playing Oracle)

with SinisterXSyndicate

Its been a busy month!

I also did a horror short that will be out in 2013!  I got Lead! Yay!

I just got back from Comic Con! What a crazy fucking weekend! I can’t wait to go back next year! I am putting together a cool VLOG for the cray crayness!

I am doing a feature dance and store signing extravaganza on Aug 1st-4th. 11 shows and 2 store signings at GoldClub Centerfolds Sacramento! Ill be updating my calendar soon with the details.

AND FINALLY!!!

I really wanted to let you know first….

I enjoyed being a #FreeAgent for the last couple months…. (feels like longer) but Im ready to take this to another level. This meaning my career and my time left here in the industry. Let’s face it… there is only so much time one can do this.

Dont get me wrong. Being a free agent allowed me to make critical decisions and learn valuable lessons but I feel like now is my time! I have attained enough knowledge to handle my business and make great scenes! I am so comfortable with my body now it has boosted my confidence and performance… It is amazing! So naturally I have to find a top notch company that only provides talent that perform on this amazing level.

As many of you know, I took time off last year to write a book with Frank Nitt (The View From The Underground) and most importantly, to re-evaluate.

I needed to really decide what I wanted to do with my life. I got in this beautifully crazy industry at the pure age of 18. Little did I know I would enjoy it so much and be so good at it! So here I sit today, telling my ever so loyal and loving fanbase #TeamTLF that I am no longer a #FreeAgent!

That’s right!

I have officially signed with LA Direct Models!

I am very excited about this, for it was a long time coming. Now it is finally here!

I have always had a great experience with Derrick of Direct Models and  Lee Network, when I feature danced for the first time back in 2010. So when I returned to LN for this upcoming dance gig in Sacramento… IT was only natural to sit down and talk business with Direct. I feel really good about this and what is to come! I believe LA Direct Models and Lee Network by my side is what will take my career to far beyond the level I want to go!

Well that’s all folks!

Check out the whole blog I tweaked it a little… not really just kinda made my sites all clickable now and deleted some unnecessary text lol!

 

Thanks for reading and if you haven’t subscribed yet… you suck grandpa monkey balls!

 

MWUAH!

xxo

TLF

12 Reasons to Vote TLF Miss FreeOnes 2012

Today is the day! The Freeones.com Miss FreeOnes 2012 competition has begun!

Yes this is mostly just a popularity contest and it is highly unlikely I will make it far… BUT I am still going to try! And hey! Maybe #TeamTLF will surprise me!

Anywho, I need your votes! You might need a reason or two why sooooo…. TAHDAHH!!! Here is a list of 12 reasons to VOTE me as 2012 Miss FreeOnes:

1. I am your ultimate fantasy, and Goddess of #TeamTLF!
2. I post free pictures on my social media tools!
3. You and I both LOVE Freeones.com!
4. My Picture would look great next to Bree and Sophie’s!
5. I am active on the Freeones.com forum!
6. I love sex more than LIFE!
7. I love my fans and interact with them regularly!
8. I want to start school…  and this would help big time!
9. I also want to launch FoxxyChef.com.. the right way… and it cost $$$$ so If I win I will be able to do that!
10.  I will donate a portion of the winnings to Star Paws Rescue, a nonprofit animal rescue.
11. IF I win.. YOU win! I will send 100 fans an autographed 8×10…..
12.  and Finally! I will use a portion of the winning check to pay for the whole day of a FUCK MY FAN shoot! 

 

 

A New Beginning…. #TeamTLF

“Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet.

Only through experience of trial and suffering can the soul be strengthened, ambition inspired, and success achieved.”

-Helen Keller

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It has been a little over a month since I dropped a big load of reality on you… so I thought I’d update you….. Enjoy!

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What does true happiness and freedom look like?

Right this second, it would look something like me. I have never been happier or felt so free as I do right now. You are probably wondering why and how?

I haven’t been shooting xxx movies for a couple months now, but I have wrote a book, started my second one, and began a journey of healing in that time. I was hoping that I would take a couple weeks to a month off from shooting, while I had time to relax and write, then return to LA. That is exactly NOT what happened. LOL

I left LA shortly after I started to break down. I wouldn’t call it a burn out, but it was damn near close to that. I have been battling anxiety and depression for some time now. Through lots of medical marijuana and a very promiscuous life style I was able to ignore a lot of the problems that needed to be resolved. One day I woke up and realized that’s not how I wanted my life to be like, especially if I wanted to become the woman I desire to be one day. Luckily, after a recent long 6 day vacation, I feel like I am so close.

Not only did I have time to reflect and correct, but I got to learn and apply in a safe environment. I am so thankful for the people that have helped me in this rough patch.

I am very excited for my future. I feel so confident now, so sure of myself, and very inspired. A new beginning is now at my doorstep. I can either close the door and ignore the opportunities that lay ahead. OR I can open the door with confidence and walk down the path of the unknown with my head held high. I think the second one sounds better!

You know that saying, “don’t burn bridges because you never know when you will need to cross it again?” Well there are some bridges that need to be burned and some that need to be well protected. Yes I have dealt with a lot of scum bags in the 3 years of being an adult entertainer, but I have also come across some really amazing people as well. That being said, I still haven’t decided if I want to come back to being a full time porn chick, but I do know this wonderful world of erotic pleasure is part of me now. I may not be on Paul Cantor’s “top 100 pornstars” list, but I am very loved by my dear fans. That, my friend, is what matters the most.

“One is truly free when they are the master of their own mind.” -Unknown

I have discovered this quote to be so true in the last couple weeks. I had so much doubt, and “what if” thinking going through my head it was pathetic. The worst part about it is I let it get the best of me. Not once but twice did I try to take my own life. It is a very scary place to be in…. I hope you don’t ever have to go down that road, hence why I am opening up and being so RAW for you. I got to the point where I didn’t care anymore! I didn’t even care about the people that would mourn my death every year on the same day. Never did I want to go there or even be able to understand what it feels like to want to kill myself. It’s shitty. It happened and I survived.

“Happiness is an inside job!” -John Powell

After going to the dark side, I was able to see the light.

Sometimes you have to hit rock bottom to see and appreciate what you really have. Life is one big roller coaster for me, it always has been and it might continue to be. This time though, I am a little more prepared. Nothing is worth taking your life. Not a big debt, a lover, a dead cat, or even doing porn instead of going to college to be a nurse. NONE of that is as important as my life.

 I am currently writing a book, again. It is going to be a memoir of my life leading up to porn and my new beginning. I hope you will support & buy it once it comes out in many months to come. I don’t want to write an essay, but I hope you were able to understand this rant.

Until next time,

Stay naughty!

xxoxxo TLF

#TeamTLF

MEET ME THIS WEEKEND!

I will be at the Exxxotica LA Convention this weekend signing at the best booth in the venue…. Adult Trading Card Company!

That’s right. After a month long vacation I am ready to have the best weekend ever with my fans! I am looking forward to meeting new fans as well as catching up with my “FRANS” Friend/Fans

As you know I am a spokes-model for the one of a kind Adult Trading Card Company. They produce the best adult merchandise a fan can ask for! Trading cards! Over the last year I have been able to be apart of this amazing team. Not only do we have some of the hottest girls in the biz, but we have the coolest, most down to earth chicks alive! I swear… just come to the booth this weekend and see for yourself! If you are a a lover of collecting, then you want to be the first to get the limited edition trading card packs!

With every pack you buy you will get something extra! So come by and see what you can get for free, meet my sexy friends, and make sure to say hi to the team @ATCCompany on twitter!

I will be signing at the booth all three days…so come say HI!

(hopefully I will get a chance to meet Chyna… I heard she is going )

xoxo

TLF

Imani Rose, Lily Cade, Alison Tyler, Tara Lynn Foxx and Shay Fox at AVN

Some heavy shit!

 

Thank you for taking the time to read this.

xoxo

TLF

P.S. I love being your fantasy woman, and sharing my sexual desires with you. I am just at a point in my life that I need to heal from my past. I am the type of person that does things in hopes it will help someone else one day. So please do not take this as I hate porn or I regret it. Like I said it was a blessing in disguise. I just want there to be a change for the better!  HUGS AND KISSES!

LIFE

Remember when you were a little kid, you had so many dreams and hopes? The world was such a big place and you wanted to see all of it!

When I was a little girl I would write lists… I was bored a lot. Some days I would write down a list of “100 things I wanted to do before I die,” or “top 50 places I’d love to travel to.” I also did things like plan my dream wedding, with my dream man, in my dream life. I’m serious! Me and my BFF would do this together all the time LOL! Anyways, I’m pretty sure by the time I was 12 I knew I wanted to save the world. I didn’t know if it would be by way of LAW or MEDICINE but either one was fine by me, and society.

Somewhere along the way of my teenage years, I lost that innocence we all posses as young-lings. I don’t remember how or why, I just did. I began to realize that “money makes the world go round” and there are politics in places you wouldn’t imagine. I guess my senior year economics class opened my eyes.

A month before my graduation I was looking into how to get money for college. I already had two jobs at this point. I know how hard it is to work 40+ hours a week and go to school full time. I bought my first car by saving up paychecks for months. So why not find another job for college? Well my mind took me to the “Dark side” immediately. “Fast Easy Money,” Right? Wrong.

Two and a half years and 250+ scenes later this is the product of “Fast Easy Money.”

Look. I am not complaining. I had a great time… It was fun and very important part of my life. I am just not sure what to do now, where to go or even really what to say publicly or keep to myself. Luckily, I have a great support team behind me right now and I am very thankful. I guess I didn’t realize PORN could actually be something I enjoy to do for a living, OR even be the door that opened that Heroine heart I possesed as a young girl. Could porn really be the first step that I took to add my contribution to this world? WOW! That’s something to think about.

 

Well Cookie and I are going to go take a long walk.. I hope you all enjoy your day and thank you for reading. If you read this, it means you care. For that I thank you.

xoxo

TLF